
Saturday, November 19, 2011
picture time!
Friday, November 18, 2011
KAVA JAVA
i shouldn't have caffeine. i did really well for a week but then last night i had a late night and thought i should have some coffee to make sure i was productive today.
good news: i was productive! ran my first mr job on aws. boom!
bad news: i also talked a lot. and i tend to be disillusioned by the interoffice party chat into thinking i am in a safe place and people won't judge me. this led to me talking (a lot) about feeders and gainers and meat glue. i am now known to have a fat fetish fetish. apparently a lot of people have never heard of it.
um... and to prepare myself to last the night i have had to continually ingest caffeine which is making me all shaky and headache-y. at least i should be random and entertaining tonight :)
(don't worry mom and dad, i AM fine!)
turns out
i know nothing about dating. i swear. it must be genetic. maybe they have courses on how to know when someone is hitting on you. turns out, i only *get it* when they kiss me or some other such nonsense. kristine has been helping me figure it out. unequivocally the answer is YES, it is a date. maybe i just like to think that no one likes me that way i don't ruin friendships. because that has been most of my experience with dating. lord knows about half the physics department in oregon won't talk to me because i dumped them in one way or another. not my fault! i like to try people on and give them a chance even when i don't think it will work. oh. maybe that's my problem.
in other news, hc the phrase 'use it or lose it' doesn't apply to memory?
in other news, hc the phrase 'use it or lose it' doesn't apply to memory?
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